The existing information and what you self discover may at first seem skimpy and difficult to connect to other bodies of knowledge.

At the time I was just beginning to emerge from this eight year personal identity crisis zigzag that saw me go from being a boy to being this awkward girl that looked like a boy in girl's clothes to the opposite extreme of this super skimpy, over compensating, boy chasing girly girl to finally just a hesitant exploration of what I actually was, a tomboyish girl who liked both boys and girls depending on the person.